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Not ready.


not ready to face you yet. not yet.


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Breaking. Bad.

One of the taboo in a marriage life is to ask, “Who is more important to you? The kid, or me?” It’s one of those questions that can have many different ways of answering, yet all will not end well.

This article discussed just that. I’m not too sure how to make of the article. Do I agree, or not? The author wrote this one, which I’m inclined to agree with him on this,

‘The child seemed to have taken over our lives, and, more painfully for me, taken away the woman I loved. I resented this howling little creature who left my wife exhausted, and me side-lined’

Not sure how H thinks, but this subject has been brought up before, ever so slightly. But we agree, with LT is taking over our live completely, we have been sneakily trying to find time to have a date night out. We are one of those lucky few who have understanding parents who can babysit LT.
But yeah, read on. Discuss with the spouse, Who gets thrown out of that hot air balloon when time comes to save lives, you or the kids.

Country music star Keith Urban recently spoke to the Australian Women’s Weekly about the love he has for his wife Nicole Kidman and their kids.

We’re very, very tight as a family unit and the children are our life, but I know the order of my love. It’s my wife and then my daughters. I just think it’s really important for the kids. There are too many parents who start to lose the plot a little and start to give all their love to the kids, and then the partner starts to go without. And then everybody loses. As a kid, all I needed to know was that my parents were solid.

Pure love. But yes, it came with a public outcry after the magazine came out. It was something seldom said. Something that seemed almost taboo. Imagine saying that you love your partner more than you love your child? Even if it’s true. And why do we as a society find that so hard to hear?

Now, question is.. do I love LT more than H?

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Why are Things Cute?

I know right? Feels like it is coming off from right behind my mind and I had to look for answers to questions like this everytime. Why are things the way they are now? Why not the other way?? So many questions right now.. This, is one of them. Too free I know. Haha.

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The Last Song

J passed me these whole load of books she bought last year. And one of them is The Last Song b Nicholas Sparks. A superb author i must add.

This book cant make me stop reading it! So addictive. I need to watch this movie! 😦 Like right now..

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Dlm asked y havent i been updating my blog.

I’ve been so lazy.. No, Im not pregnant (:( ) just yet. But i feel so tired. It’s been so long that i go out n have fun. I’ve not been out of the house n go enjoy myself. Instead, im all cooped up in the house, or at work, or at mum’s. If i have on off days during the weekends, it’ll be to spend that days with the kiddo, whom i spend so little time with. Married with kids(that include H). That’s what i am.

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when it ends..

I’d never know i can learn so much from a person in a day. Sometimes my mind just lagged and when it hits me, i realised i’ve been had for soo long yet i didnt noticed it.


I think i am a simple-minded person. I TRY not to judge people cause i know how it is to be judged as someone by someone else when you’re not that someone at all. The feelings suck. And it will hurt me.

But she has limits. She also knows how to feel hurt. She also knows how it feels to be shamed. She is definitely not stupid.


She has her own problems too you know. sigh.

She can sigh, She can cry, She also can laugh. But yes, She has limits because She is only human.

so She has decided, THAT will end. To protect her own inner feelings. To protect her self-being. To protect her sanity.

She learns when she loves someone, she’ll go all out for that person. But when she doesn’t, well… she wont.

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